OMG..it's been a very very very long time since the last post.I know rite.I'm sorta busy and of course I'm LAZY..haha yes LAZY.Many things has happened to me either its in a good way and kinda a bad way.Hmm I think ! What a crap? First and foremost , I'm so sorry for not updating my blog for likeeee years . Sarcasm much ! Enough with the crapology. HEYY...its 2010. I'm year older now , I'm just feeling the year with the age of 18 while most of my friends are feeling 19 this year. huh ! Nvm as long as I'm a year older , that wouldn't be a problem to me. Heh ! I'm kinda like dont know what to write now. Like seriously.
College started like a week ago , I'm really busy . I got 5 papers for my supp , I got tough subjects for this sem , I got so many things to do. Yet so little time.Huh.Guess what I'm now already in 3rd sem.Omg I couldn't believe that time has fly so fast . I just feel like yesterday was my first day at ucsi but actually its been like 8 months.How awesome could it be.So, its like another 4 months to go.huh *finger-cross*.Techically , I just came back for like after a month being away and yeah I'm absolutely miss my friends so badly.4th of Jan was kinda a good day for me . Its the 1st day of college and the day that I could meet all of friends.Yeah.It was damn great. I felt so good to see Vanessa , June , Sam Sam , Valerie after a month ++ didnt see all of them .Haha.To my others friends , I miss u guys too and I'm so happy to see you all too . ;) As I mentioned I've met most of my friends but still there's a one friend that I haven't met till today.Huh. Dude , I think I'm gonna see u next year or mayb God wants me to see u the year after or mayb I'd never gonna see u again.Haha.U r such a liar.Jk jk. I'm gonna die if he saw this.hahaha..sorry Farshid . Why is it so hard for u to come for the classes?LAZY.. I know u r lazy but............haha.Am so dead...haha...cut it off !
A week of college had just passed , techically two weeks of college.See , time flies so fast .Sigh! !Lots of things happened in this two weeks of college.It made me feel @#$% . Ok. I'm gonna talk bout something here. Dear you , I had enough of u . At my 1st sem (go back to may 2009) u've taught me to choose this , choose that as in u r my senior and apparantly I'm new in this field and I barely don't know anything bout college and stuffs. U told me to put my Islamic studies at my last sem coz u said this subject is easy . Put it at ur final sem so that u can have same classes with me and u will have no stress coz u have a relaxed subject.I repeat , I'm barely NEW so yeah I've change my course selection and put my islamic studies to my final sem which is this sem.OK done with that. I didnt know that I've to do my algebra again.So like this semester I got kinda tough subjects . Algebra wont be that kind of tough to others but to me IT IS !! So like now , I'm struggling myself on it . Damn it. This is all because of u . Thx to u.Main things is I got like tough subjects for this semester to passed on the exam and yeah I know ur parents are not really care bout repeating and paying like a million time rite? Coz if they does , why r u like repeating so many things now.I'm not here to embarresed u nor telling the whole world who r u really is , its just that my parents do care bout this repeating stuff.I feel guilty .Yeah I am . I seems not but I am.Seriously I do.All of this , again.. a million thx to u.
Another things is u r like embrassed me indirectly way to my friends.U r giving a shit to them.Ok I understand as a muslim girl we shouldn't shake hand to a person that not related to us. Yes I knew that .But , if the person is the person to show their hand first to us as in to shake hand as a meaning of friend , why dont u do so? Oh ya I remember that u told me u feel kinda "segan" but come on..dont embrassed the person that giving his hand first.As a respect just shake hand la.This happened for many times when she met my friends.It's not a big deal and and and u r living in Malaysia , if u scared of getting sin by shake hand with others that r not related , dont go out , stay at home with the family and will have no sin at all.How wonderfull ur life could be ! (sarcastic much).
There's so many things to talked bout u now.Look I'm not talking to be on my friends side and not at ur side.I'm talking as in a human .There's even a phrase said that "respects others so that they can respects us back" don't u know that ? OK. I'm telling u now . Get it? Why u always underestimated people , why u look at people like they're totally not perfect.Dude , no one is perfect in this world and u.. u r judging people like u r so oh-so-called-good-kind-perfect.But u r not coz if u are , u wont do this to other people.If u dont like someone(foreigner) u can just tell me what.Why u have to like talking in OUR language infront of those people.U think they dont know is it? Some of them r living here for like 10 years and some r born here.Everyone is not good , everyone is very bad , everything r so dull without u.Everythings seems so f*cked up without u.What? U r the best ha? Dream la...Heyyyyy grow up please.Why u r like this . After knowing that ur behaviour r like this , I feel so ashamed to the fact that we r actually related !
p/s : sorry for some of the bad language that I used . I'm darn pissed off !